Life is a roller coaster.

Life is definitely a roller coaster. I never understood what life was going to be like when I was younger. Going to college was a large awakening period for me, opening my eyes and mind to think for myself instead of what I was "suppose" to think. It was a very difficult period, notably at the beginning I struggled through many hardships and challenges. I've never been an ambitious person and I don't have a definite future I see myself going toward, adding to the fact I can be a slight bit lazy, I never did so well in activities where attendance counted for something. After getting into my first serious relationship I found something I could commit myself to. And I did for three years, until a strange turn of events turned everything upside down resulting in losing my best friend and the love of my life. Now I'm back to where I was four years ago before everything, not attending school, and single, though with a bit more wisdom and experience to help guide myself where ever life may take me.